What should I do about all thi feelings?

I couldnt help but notice you had another question asking why your dad is spying on you. Sweety, if your dad already beating you and he’s spying on you there may be a chance he will sexually assault you. I dont want to scare you but you need to know. you really need to tell some one. tell your counsler and tell him/her NOT to speak a word of it. im pretty sure there not aloud to anyways. and if you dont feel comfortable telling the counsler then tell an adult you can trust. I know that sounds like something you heard from C.H.A.M.P.S but im serious. Like if it were me I would tell my vocal instructor. Just someone you trust and can do something or tell your bestest mate and have them tell there parents. You really need some help with this and there are plenty of people out there willing to help including people who are answering these questions for you. But to answer your question your feeling that way because you feel like no one cares. But truth of the matter is people do care. kids at your school may not want to help because the notice your behavior at school. Try to simmer down a little and not get into as much trouble. The way I get my anger out is through music. Singing, playing the piano, or just listening to it. Try it next time you get really upset. even if you dont think youre any good at singing just yell out the words. Music is a big part of our lives and may really help. But anyway. three main points of this answer: Report your dad to an adult you can trust, try not to get into as much trouble at school, and try to find another outlet for your anger.