What should I do

Hello!

I just moved to Cali From Va and im living with my father..him and I have never had a strong relationship and I have lived with my mother all my life ! Well im starting to get really home sick and the only time I dont feel that way is when I with my boyfriend who I have only just started dating ! yesterday I we spent the whole day talking and cuddling and I was soo happy buhh then when it came time for him to go home and me to go home.. I get like this depressed homesick feeling, I cant sleep I dont have an apitite. I want to move back to virginia but he is the reason im I dont want to aswell.. I have been in quite a few serious relationship but I feel ver strongly about him..I need help I don’t know what to do :(