what do I do...

o.k. so I have a boyfriend (but no one knows he is my boyfriend) and well my bestfriend she tells people all the time I have no boyfriend and all and I feel like yelling at her that I have a boyfriend and not to tell people that I dont and I love no one…today I was talking to one of my friends and it was cool talking to him but because my bestfriend tells people I have no boyfriend he ask me out I did not no what to say I had to say no he was so sad and he asked and asked why I dont what 2 go out with him…but its like I cant tell him I have a boyfriend because well I dont what people to know and he told me to that he does not what people to know we are going out. and in class a guy I know he said that he knows I love him and I do but I said no and I know he loves me but omg who to love and I dont know if I what to go out no more with my boyfriend we dont talk and if we do its in school and im calling him bad names and he is too but its so people dont think we are going out but now I do know what to do…who do I love who to love and who to hate I dont know no more help please someone im so sad you dont know how I feel I feel like im going to die…