what to do does he love me or not

what to do I like/love this boii dennis but every time we talk and I go to his house he want to have sex I knew him sence I waz 5 and I really like him but I dont think he like me he tells me he does and we went together but he broke up wit me cause he sed we should have waited a lil while and the we rushed into things but he broke my heart and I still talk to him chill wit him and I let him finger me when I want him to I want to have sex but not wit the wrong one cause I dont want a boii that is just wit me cause he want my for my puss but he tells me that he dont like me for that reason but I tell him when I go to his house what ever happens happens and everytime I go there he always has people there and I just want it to be me and him alone but then agian I dont cause he might just want to have sex I think I am young and I know I am but I just want to try it cause I have the feeling like I want sum dik but I don’t know what to do help I need to know weather I should still talk to him or just leave him alone?????