UFOs and aliens

yes I have seen alliens and allien ships several times,and some times they talked to me,I know it sounds crazy and so my friens say but I know better. In 1995 I suffered from strong stomach pain for a year and a half,doctors could not help me and I was loosing weight and getting weak,then one night I woke up and this person “made of light” was by my bed,he touched me and then he pointed at me like saying “don’t forget”and slowly walked into the wall and was gone,for a minute or so the room was full of millions of little black dots that slowlly disappier.I never had any more pain and the doctors could not axplain it. Another time they gave me the name of a rare medicine to cure my brother in law from a pulmonary infection. Why? I don’t know,I don’t think I am special but for some reason they think I am,I wish they would explain to me why or what for they keep contact with me,I mean why me? They are out there closer than you think,it just sounds crazy until it happens to you like falling in love or wining the lotto,I think they want to help us but they are affraid becouse we humans are so violent. Tony