The pictures that made me cry

I had a boyfriend in colorado. But I had to move to oklahoma, because he was sneaking to my house at night. Bu tnow it’s almost a year later since I have moved, we just started talking again. W had been out of contact for the longest time. I love him too, a lot. But I gotta boyfriend. And I know I don’t need to be worried about any other boys. But I went on myspace sunday and he had a picture of him and this girl as his default. They used to that a long time ago. I messaged, him that the picture surprised me. He said why, I told him because I really love him and it hurts to see him with another girl…etc. he messaged back, well I’m sorry if I hurt you in anyway. I said it’s koo as long as we can be friends. Then I checked it yesterday and I he has even more pix of her. And them 2 kissing!!!. under the pic it says, the best lips in the world, and he had told me the same thing! I really don’t want to like him the way I do. But it just hurts really bad to see that. Should I just cut him out of my life? Or just try to be cool. I know I can’t expectt him to be still thinking about me, since I’ve been gone. Eventhough he says that he does. But help, please. Why am I trippin over this boy!!!