the boy of my DREAMS`

havent been on for a LONG time but yes =] . I need some advice on a guy that I really like. well hes my type of guy like big lips & chinky eyes . hes 17 & im 13 but he thinks im 14 =] ; doesnt really matter to be honest. but anyways likee the first time I’ve seen him it was an walgreens and he wanted my stepdads # for a strange reason . andd yea I steped up my game and asked first there whats your number . I felt like a fool =/ but yea atleast I got it. then we started tlking on aim and I found out I had him as a myspace friend weird huh ? . well yea likee I've been talking to him for about 4 months now and like I never liked a boy like I liked him . but I do want to loose it to him . I had him in my crib and he fingered me . I know hes not using me cus we never tlk about sex at all ! and I let him . people tell me that to find "one" and I think he is . I want it now . im not desperate cus I may look young physically but my mentality isnt . I know what I want & I want him. but sometimes he forgets about me ; I barely see him only if I go to walgreens. too be honest before I was a PLAYER like if I talk to one guy there was like 5 extra lol . but na I turn guys down for him. I let them know im talking to someone cus he juss to dam special. you know` ? anyways what should I do ? how long should I wait. I was thinking bout’ giving him my virginity to him on his birthday [ valentines day ] . idkk sounds corny but yeaa =/ . thankss if you answered <3