Stolen virginity (( Poem))

Trapped in a memory, No way to break free, I hope you’re glad, With what you’ve done to me. The memory still haunts me, It always will, There’s no way to heal it, No plaster or pill. No matter what, This memory will stay, There’s no way to remove it, It’s a permenant stain. I can’t escape the past, So I don’t even try, The amazing thing is, That I did not cry. But I grew up that day, I left chilhood for good, Growing up at age eight, I never thought that I would. You stole my childhood, And my innocence too, And my virginity, Was not meant for you. You had the power, You had your way, Then you were gone, Then you ran away. You left my life, I’ve not seen you since, But you plague my mind, You make me sick. As my brother’s best friend, You were easy to trust, So I followed you willingly, The fool that I was. You pulled me down, And brought your face close to mine, I’ve nightmares of it still, You succeed everytime. You removed my knickers, Then pulled down your pants, I tried pushing you away, With my own little hands. I did not scream, I’ve no idea why, As you took me by force, I looked into your eyes. You seized my lips, Before claiming my tongue, Pulling me close to your chest, You declared feelings of love. I hear those words still, I hear them everyday, They’re stuck in my mind, They will not go away. You could not have meant them, Not if you did that, You left a bad memory, That I can’t give back

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