Should I give up?

There this girl I love sooo sooo much and she loves me more than anything she my best friend…we went out for about a week… I’ve knowed her for a long time…and then when I thought everything was ok and she told me that there something she need to tell me..and she sent me sent me a text at a softball game when I was with her saying that “I think it would be best if we…” then I told her to say no more and that I understand what she was trying to say… She told me she didnt break up with met to hurt me or because she didnt love me any more but she did it because every time shes with some one and they always end up break up and never friends again and she didnt want that to happen to us…and now shes really really depressed and doesnt really talk to any one any more.. We had plans to get married and to adopt a kid when we where older.

Then yesterday night on msn she said she read my depresseing notes I wrote on my a social site and it made her upset and want to cry..she told me she made the biggset mistake of her life…and that she loves me more then she loved any one in her whole intire life…and that she would never stop…I still love her but I dont know what to do..I want her soo much, but I asked her what would you do if I ask you out again…and she said she doesnt know…she told me that she regerted everything that happen that day when we broke up and what she would give if it never happen…we have so much fun together shes like my other half…what can I do to not lose her…