How do you feel about yourself?

I love my life, I think it’s really great, I’ve had problems, but everyone has and its not good to dwell in the past. How I feel about myself? I love myself, I think I’m a very smart person and I love my appearence :]. My fears and insecurities? All to fear is fear itself, and for insecurities, I try not to think of them, its good to look at yourself in a positive way. And my life cant be better, I have a good home, great friends, awesome boyfriend, and a job that pays great and allows me to help adults and childeren.

what im trying to say is, I love my life. :}

I think my life is about wanting to help someone else, weather through music or anything else. Being in the foster care system though makes it hard to think that my life is worth living, that and having depression. I’m scared my life is pointless and everything I do it worthless. I want to have a reason for living. Sometimes its hard going from day to day thinking that your whole life is nothing but a huge mistake, but other days I have a lot better point of view. My boyfriend loves me very much and I love him. I’m living with my best friend and her family which is really nice because its not like I moved in with someone I completely dont know. I miss my cat though, she means a lot to me. Uh, sorry for going on so much, I really want someone to talk to right now. Thanks a lot!