Matter of life and love

I have that same problem and my ex still loved me adn when I wentt to tdll him that I needed him he had a girlfriend kind of..he was just doing it to get over me but niw that hes done it I feel hes over me…I feel like our realtionship had no ending and I feel almost incomplete as if it never happened or like its not over…I wish it wasnt this way all the time and I always go back to the moment when he was trying to give it a second chance and I pushed him away because I was sooo hurt. I regret it everyday as I loved him very much and still do. I always thought hius happiness meant thr most to me but being this miserble doesnt seem right…and I try and think maybe it isnt over and one day it might be again. But this could just be giving me false hope..but it gives me strength and in that strength it might get better.. I wish I could give you words of wisdom and say things will go th way you an them too right now. But the chances are they might not! You just have to live your life and trust that you are exactly where your meant to be. I hope this helps you…When love gets soo bad it cant get any worse, just smile, enjoy the world for what it is and the minute you dont look for love it will find you again. Just be patient dont give up and be yourself.Good Luck! l :)