Is it normal to want to die after this has happened?

it doesn’t matter what ANYONE thinks about you.

don’t harm yourself because of what others say.

I haven’t read your other question, but I just really wanted to say that.

goood luck, <3.

Simply a Rose to brighten your day,         And maybe lessen the cares in your way;         And also, too, to help you to know,         That in knowing you, many others grow!

  Chelsea,

Stop letting ANYONE else dictate who you are and how you should see or feel about yourself. YOU know that you are too thin, probably anorexic, and are heading down a very negative road. It is up to YOU to turn your life around and do what is BEST for YOU.

Quit listening to other peoples negative comments. You can start being positive and start enjoying your life by the standards that YOU determine to be right and of value to you. Go to the site below and find out where you stand. Believe it and start getting healthy.

  bmi calculator:

http://www.bmi-calculator.net/

If you need conversion info, 1 kg = 2.2 pounds and 2.54 cm = 1 inch (12 inches = 1 foot)

  Info if you need to gain weight:

http://www.bmi-calculator.net/treatment/underweight-treatment.php

in my opinion it is normal, but its not Right. I am in the same situation as you except my life isnt as extreme as yours, I know how hard it is, but one of these days you just have to realize that you dont have enough time in your life to care or satisfy others needs while still maintaining your happiness