is it bad to hide depression

ok so I looked up the sytoms there are like 13 I have like 10 -I dont drink or do drugs -im not suicidul -im not quiet any way I think im depressed im always sad and wanna cry my dad and mo split when I was ten my 6 yr old and I cnt see each other any more and my dad has tried 3 times to kill my mom and has held a gun to my head my brothers and my moms so yea im a lil messed up well when im with friends I make everyone laugh and I laugh but even when I really feel happy deep down I dont and I I don’t know what to do and is it bad to not talk to people? I feel like crying when I see boys my brothers age but when my dad sees or hears me he gets mad and hits me and tells me its my moms fault for leaving us (even though he dragged me in his car and WE left the state so technoly we left but what ever) so I just want a lil help and dont say tell a teacher about your dad or a cop I cnt do that because ok.. when I say mom I mean my step mom she raised me since I was two and my real moms off f.ucking 7 guys somewhere so if I told someone id have to live with her and if that happend id probly become suicidel so any help?

Answer #1

I was somewhat diagnosed with depression earlier this year. I actually talked to a doctor and she recommended I see a therapist and prescribed some medication to help. I recommend a diary like rosealyn said, or even a blog. Don’t hold it in, the only thing that’ll happen is you’ll eventually break down. Believe me, it will not be pretty.

Find an outlet where you can express yourself. I use music [:

Answer #2

TAKE MY ADVISE, I WAS BORN WITH DEPPRESSION!!!

Depression is not something you want to hold in. If you keep it all inside it will only get worst. I have been depressesd and I saw a scicologist. It wasnt a high deppresion, but it was enough to make me cry everynight because one it ran in my family, two I was being bullyed, three I was really young and expireced a close friend die from cancer, so I can relate.

I delt with it by increaseing my faith in god, getting a diary to express how I felt, and talking to someone about it.

After being born with depression and anxiety, I was finally better by the time I turned 13. Now I have tons of friends, and when something gets to me, I try to just say “scrue it I have one life and im going to enjoy it!!!” Sometimes I still loose my grip on myself but I’m only human .

HOPE THIS HELPS ANG GOOD LUCK!!

Answer #3

It is good that you can talk about this…my heart goes out to you. Depression can get worse, and I really think you must see someone you can just talk about your problems. Seek inner peace for yourself…resentment and depression is the cancer of the soul, it will cause bitterness and will destroy you and take away your happiness! Remember, all people are sinners, and your parents are just people…but you can grow and become better!

Answer #4

Oh bunny boo my heart goes out to you, the kind of help and advice you need cannot come from a sight like this, I know you do not want anyone to say talk to your teachers or anything like that but that is exactly what you need to do, find a trusted adult who can help you and do not rely on a few words from strangers on a computer screen.

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