is he the one for me?

kk so I’ve been on and off with this guy since my freshman year..hes cheated on me once but weve always come back to eachother in the end no matter what…its almost like im in love with him and I feel like he’s the ONE for me..but im not sure because I’m just so scared of getting hurt again by him.

we went out our freshman year for half a year and then we broke up and then a month later went out again ..then he cheated on me w. my best friend..and then I broke up with him and he stayed with her..then I met a new guy from my church and I fell really hard for him and we went out for 61/2 months but I broke up with him because I still wasnt happy..it seems like im never happy unless im with this guy..and im not sure what to do because we are talking about getting together again and he has changed a lot..he is actually willing to take things slow and not rush..but I dont know if I trust him and I dont know if he really means it when he says he’s changed but all I do know is that I think I’m in love with him and that he’s the only guy that I’m truely happy with..

so I’m wondering if he’s worth it? and I’m also wondering if he could b the one for me?? everyone says we are ment for eachother and I think so to but im sorta having some doubts:(..I really need advice!!!