In Love With A Boy Unknown?

So I meet this guy on a phone chat line when I was 14, He was 16 at the time turning 17. We started talking privately, our conversations increased… Soon we were talking/txting all day everyday. I wouldn’t go out on weekends just to talk to him. Soon it became all I wanted to do.. I mean I liked the fact that when I was bored I had someone there waiting for me to call them. But.. I still flirted with other guys I mean I talked to guys all the time so I still lived my life off the phone but it seemed that he only talked to me. We exchanged pictures all the time. We decided to take our phone relationship further he decided he wanted me to be his girlfriend. or shall I say “phone girlfriend”. Anyways he was nice to me and I decided to see how it would go.. it was great for a while until we started fighting about everything, I think it was that we both got frustrated of not being able to see each other.. well he could have seen me if he wanted too but he never did and thats how the fighting always started. It was lots of little things well we lasted 2 years… on the day before our two year anniversary he told me that he cheated on me.. and that he wanted us to just stop talking. and we did.. for about a week.. it was hard not to talk to each other.. I mean even though we didn’t see each other we talked 24/7 and made our phone bills very high.. well we started talking a week after and decided to be friends because we put in so much time into our time spent talking.. a month later he told me that he thought he had gotten a girl pregnant.. my heart dropped I felt sick and in pain. I stopped talking to him I didn’t want anything to do with him anymore even though it hurt so much. we didn’t talk for a while… until I received a call from him and he told me that it was a false alarm.. my feelings became so strong in the past 2 years for him that I could honestly say I loved him. we started talking again.. till this past week.. we haven’t talked as much its barely anything. but we have stopped talking again.. over a fight we had it was something so stupid.. I really love this guy.. but its so weird because I haven’t seen him yet I feel like we know each other so well? I mean its been almost 3 years he’s grown up with me.. Its so hard because I want to hear his voice again.. and I want him to love me the way I love him.. I know he loved me but I’m not sure if he has the same feelings he once had? Help Please? What Do I Do?