Im taken but liking someone else..

Okay. this is the deal, I’ve been 2 years on and off with my boyfriend. and we’ve had all our ups and downs through out it all. it took me a while to get him back, I had help from some of my friends and all. And now finally, I qot him. We worked everything out and got back together. He went to another country for the whooole summer. im stuck here without seeinq him, and there was this kid I thought looked sooo qood since last year and I had him as friend on myspace for a while, he went to my school, hes a qrade older than me but never payed attention to him. So I saw him a couple weeks ago at the mall, I hadn’t seen him ina while and I dont knw why now, im so into him,I cant stop thinkin bout him, I want to see him so badly, I stare at his pics.. =( he probably doesnt really know me and I might not have a chance.. ugh in the other hand I cant think like this, I dont want to do my boyfriend wrongg and I still love him. I’ve put him through so muchhh. its hard, and I dont want to do this to him again…I dont know what to do.. “/