ever gotten tired of forgiving someone

My “friend” called me just about every name under the sun. she was my one and only BEST friend. I didnt want anything to do with her for months. then we spoke again. I wish I hadnt, but I guess it was for the best. as much as I hate. so yeah I forgave her but deep inside I want to just tell her exactly how I feel.

thats what I hate about myself. I forgive everyone for everything. I’m just a forgiving person and I just cant stay mad or upset. and it sucks because no matter how right I am in a situation I just feel wrong. and people take advantage of me for that.

I’ve been on the opposite end of that, I put my parents and my fiance through so much with my drug addiction, being put in jail twice, and my wreckless behaviour. I was constantly hurting them and putting them through hard times. It amazes me that they stuck around and helped me as much as they did. I can tell you though, it hurt me just as much knowing I was doing that to them.

Sometimes life is hard in that way, when it comes to family you just need to look past everything and remember there your parents and they always will be. Everyones parents have made them mad at some point in life and when they make you mad you learn a lesson in some sort of way, because when you have kids your going to look back at what your parents did and remember not to do that…Hope I helped