Im soloist

we been together for almost two years now…I lost all my friends because of him because I wudnt listen to them and thinking they just didnt want to see me happy being w him..he is jealous unsecure and abusive ..after I graduated from high school we were suppose 2 get our own place and start a( family) I wasnt ready so I changed my mind and the only way I was with him was because he never wanted me 2 further my education after high school and I told him I wasnt going to college and after I was on the top 10 percent of my school w a high GPA I decided to go to college and it was free when he found out he dumped and he took me back after some agreement but after high school he completely changed..and he wanted me 2 get an apartment when he wasnt even working and everytime I tell him about my parents he gives stupid answers like I told you we can get our own place but you dont want to so stfu lol ..he controls who I talk 2 what I wear..my money everything and we argue everyday well sometimes it my fault because I get him mad but we both love each other so much he has a new job now where he works 46-50 hrs a week and we barely see each other and whenever we talk I gotta tell him what exactly I been doing I got tired of it so I broke up w him and when I called him back I wanted to work things out because he gave me this promise ring last month and I was crushed after he told me about this girl..