im confuzed or feeling bad or something

ok i have another account it nvofeasrn but my mom knows that one so if u want to get caught up on my problems go read all that crap. but okmy guy or dude since sat. hes having trouble on who he wants to be with, me or cheri, but see he cant ever see her or talk to her cuz of her parents, not till august neway when she is 17 but i live with him and see him so why is it hard to choose. and then when i was at home sat-tuesday, my moms fiance wouldnt let me talk to him or talk to ne1 for that matter but hes a truck driver so he wasnt there and my mom said i could talk to him. and she really isnt fond of jamie cuz hes always thinking he can send me there whenever and mama is getting tired of it. and im 17 and today i left without warning cuz i missed jamie, but see if i came back here i cant go back over there, and jamie hasnt made his choice, so if he chooses cheri shell want me to leave and where will i go there reason i came back also is cuz my mom is going to VA and i didnt want to go cuz itll be longer away from jamie. and he said if he chooses me he want talk to her even tho they cant but theyd find a way some how but he has also said that b4 and while i was gone he went to MDs to see her and had her as his background on the computer and he went to the school today since it was a half day to see his “people” and he was kissing her he said we both dont go to school nemore. and i was like so ur dating her and hes like kinda but we wont get to see each other, and ima make a contiue to this cuz i know its long so dont answer right yet…