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hello all my name is asad… and I live in NZ am 14 years old boy

this was big history bt ill try make it shorter im in love with 1st cousin and shes 12 years old she like playing cards with me she dont like to play with my other sister and brothers or oll others we play games together and sme time we go out for lil walk and ride bikes shes realy spicly to me and very nice .. we visit evry weekend as they vist as too.on last november she and her mum and her 2 sisters went Australia for holiday and I feel so different honetly I been alone like I hve no 1 in the world.. and one day her brother waS in my room wich is my frnd and sme age as me seen my diary book and he read something about me and his sister that time I wasnt in my room only him. and he askd about it then I SAID WHY THE HELL DO YOU HVE TO READ SOMONES DIARY AND READ THE SECRETS.then he told me to relax an he wont tell anybody he promise… sice that they came back on feb/06 and I was seprice to see her again. sme as her.after a while she sow I txt messege frm her brothers phone and that txt was frm me IT SAYS”I WONT MARRY ANYOTHER girl just your SISTER” she knew it was my number and she asked her brother about the txt she said she was gona tel her dad and mum if he dont tell her the trueth then he call me and tel me wats going on his home then I said tel her what she wants to know and tell her to call me after you tel”after a while she cal’s me she was trying to ask me why I wrote that txt bt she was shy then I told her why I wrote that txt and I said I love you..she couldnt say anythin..the next 2 hours her brother cal me and he had my other friend’s mp3 player he borrowed frm me other day and he say” YW SHE’S GONA TEL MUM AND DAD AND you GET WIL TRIBAL” and I said” COMEON MAN DO SOMETHING then he if you give her da mp3 player she wont tell anybody then I said give her da mp3 and tell her to call me..then she call me and I said take da mp3 and dont tell anybody and remember thay I love you .she says oky …after three days my friend needs his mp3 and I said am sory dude I give to someone whos realy spcl to and I cant take it frm her bt I will pay you and he didnt want me to pay the money he just need his mp3 player the mp3 price was $200..we talk a while about it… at last he told me to get his mp3 back FRM. me and him had lil promlem about the mp3..so I will have gt it back frm her…in the afternoon I call her home and her brother answered and I told him about what hapened to me and he says too bad I don’t think you can gt it back.I asked him if I can talk to her then I talk to her I told about the mp3 and I said I will give you cellphone and she said oky..after I was hapy.. then she call me back she say what kind of cellphone will you give I said nokia 3120 wich is $230 then she said I don’t want that phone I need something else then I said”I don’t CARE IF YOU WANT IT OR NT I just NEED DA MP3 AND I don’t CARE IF YOU TELL your MUM OR DAD that I SAID I LOVE YOU TO you WATS DA POINT TELLINIG your PRENTES ABOUT THAT AFTER THAT …I want TO GET DA MP3 PLAYER MY BIG BROTHER TROP ME THER I TK ME back FRM THER BECOUSE ITS FAR ITS ABOUT 15KLM I SOW HER SHE WAS UNGARY FOR ME AND NT WELCOMING ME SINCE NOW SHE WAS UNGARY FOR ME MY TWO SISTERS know that I LOVE HER AND HER BROTHER TOO…PLAESE GIVE ME ADVICE AND don’t TOLD ME 2 FOR GET IT ABOUT HER PLAESE PLASE ‘.’

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