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I think my my parents hate me

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every time I try to do something, and I don't do it perfectly, they accuse me of not even trying, even though I am trying. If I do anything that makes them mad after they have their usual 3-4 drinks daily, they grab my neck/shirt and shake me until I am about to faint and say that what is true is not and that they are right (they are normally drunk when this happens). After this happens they deny that they have done anything like that before (this happens about 5-6 times per year. every time I do something wrong I get the usual you are horrible, and can't do anything speech( my teacher does this too) I feel like I am always being watched and am always in fear of them going insane. They invade my personal space, and are very secretive. I feel like they are plotting something behind my back. I have talked to my school councilor and my parents have talked to her, but nothing has changed. What should I do? Is there something wrong with me?