I reall need help with my love life!!

Hey everyone. I’m 12 going on 13. I’m not what you would call ‘normal’ for today’s society. Its not that I’m exactly wierd, but I go to a privte school that’s really big on kepping every thing (clothes wise) restricted, and well, I’m not that type of person. I’m more the kind of girl who does what she wants when it comes to clothes, and I’ve learned that the hard way. But the problem with that is, is that this guy at my school, who would not go in the catagory of ‘hot’ but not ugly, is the compleat OPSIT of that. He is compleatly ‘regular’, and big into sports. Now I’m sure most of you are thinking ‘whats so bad about this?’ well, thats not evean the half of it. Over the summer, we had a soccer meet, for our school soccer team (we both LOVE soccer) and thats when I started liking him. But I was sending something to my friend in New York, and me beig me, I sent it to him by mistake, so now everyone in out school won’t shut-up about it, and it’s getting to the point that me and sammy, (the kid I like) are doing everything we can to avoid eachotehr. When were in the presence of the eigth grade boys, believe me, im more than fine with it, but the problem is, is that I really like him. I think he’s really sweet, and isnt concerned about this or that, bit he is a nice guy, who actually says stuff thats worth listening to. If anyone could help me with this, it would be verry helpfull, and I need all the help I can get with this boy.

thanks

lilly t. j.