How can I get over him when I still love him?

I’ve been going 0ut wit this guy f0r 8 m0nths he broke up with me on monday. when ihe asked me out it was the happiest day of my life I never felt this way bef0re I was so happy and I will never f0rget that day he asked meh 0ut in out f0od prep class we just finished c0oking and it was time to0h g0 when he t0ok mah santas hat away fr0m meh and I tried t0oh get it back and he grabbed mah arm and asked meh 0ut. I was sh0cked and he l0oked s0 kewt t0oh he had whipping cream all 0ver his face and he gave meh his little puppy eyes. well after we started g0ing 0ut 0ur realati0nship grew m0re and m0re t0oh da p0int were he said he l0ved meh al0t and I t0ld him I l0ved him al0t t0oh.but at first I was afraid t0oh l0ve him because I didnt want t0oh get hurt and I t0ld him and he pr0mised meh he w0uldnt s0 I belived him.s0 the days went by and it was time f0r summer vacations and he went to mexico s0 I didnt talk t0oh him f0 1 m0nth I missed him s0 much.0ne day I called him and he answered I was s0 happy t0oh hear his v0ice.

when we started getting m0re int0 a c0nversati0n I n0ticed he was acting different and he w0uld call meh names and make meh feel bad.well when we want back t0oh sko0 I saw him and mah heart jumped and I went up t0oh him and we talked and walked ar0und t0oh. when it was time t0oh g0 h0me 0ne 0f mah friends t0old meh he was hanging ar0und wit 0nly gurls at lunch time and he walked 0ff wit 5 gurls t0oh after sk0o s0 I called him later that day and he denied b0ut walking h0me wit 5 girls but it was true bout him hanging around wit th0se gurls. a few weeks passed and he was acting like a jerk but he didnt act like a jerk f0r a week but after that week I started hearing that he was g0ing t0oh brake up wit me. and I asked him t0oh if it was true and he denied t0oh s0 I waited t0oh c if it was true that he didnt say that. but then a week after he went up t0oh meh at lucnh and we talked b0ut us and after luch he walked meh t0oh class and when I was bout t0oh leave he grabbed mah arms and I though he was g0nna give meh a kiss and dats when he t0old meh he wanted t0oh brake up wit meh I felt mah self turn pale. he cept telling meh he wanted t0oh be realy g0od friends wit meh but I g0t 0ut 0f his grip and left. I cried after class. I was br0ken I was c0nfussed and l0st I didnt n0e why he did that f0r I thought he l0ved meh and he pr0mised he would never hurt meh.a few days later his friend t0ld meh why he changed and why he br0ke up wit meh I asked him what was da reas0n and he t0ld meh that ex slept wit a girl 4 times in mexic0 I c0uldnt belive it I cried and I was s0 br0ken I’ve been trying t0oh f0rget but I just cant I still l0ve him I really d0 and I wish that he c0uld c h0u much he hurt meh and h0u much I still…l0ve him