I know I love him and dont want him outta my life ever.

Ok this is going to be kind along and Im sorry in advance for that. . . I Met my best friend 8 years ago. We will call him BOB He was dating someone I knew at the time. Well we ended up working together after awhile and became very close. After they broke up we ended up going out and messing around. Well soon after that I hooked up with a guy. We will call him FRANK Me and FRANK have been together on and off for 7 years now. We were engaged and I recently broke it off. Everytime we would fight and break up me and BOB would hook up. BOBS always been in love with me and I’ve known that. And in a way I always loved him too but I had a son with Frank and was trying to have that perfect family. Well Frank has cheated on me and been not the greatest to me. So I ended it. Now I want Bob more than ever. The problem is he has a girlfriend hes been dating for over a year. We went to dinner last week and ended up sleeping together. He told me he still loves me and always will but he loves her too. And he doesnt know what to do bc hes always seen himself with me. But when I got engaged he thought it was over so he hooked up with her. I don’t know what to do. I tried not talking to him and distancing myself from him that was to hard. I tried being there for him and being his friend but everytime we hang out we mess around. So I don’t know what to do anymore. . . .I know I love him and dont want him outta my life ever.

SOrry its soo long!