How do I get out of this lonely rut?

did you even read the question ghetto? lol… she said she is on antidepressants … but moving on to your question claire… well i understand how you feel, i have been in a situation where i was doing nothing and to make it worse i couldn’t talk to anyone or do anything fun… it was right before i went to basic training… i was a “hold over” as they call it… and we just had to sit around in the barracks and we couldn’t leave except to go to chow… day in day out… almost everyone there went slightly crazy… you can do a few things… talk to your boyfriend… because i feel commuication is key… and if he doesn’t want to help you figure out something, then he isn’t looking after your needs. You could get a therapist to talk to and have your last job pay for it possibly… you should be getting disability for what happened right? If not you should be… and use this money to go have fun… as far as a job… there should be some jobs where you wouldn’t have to use your left hand…. i can’t think of any right now… but im sure if you put some thought into it… you could come up with something…

good luck

jason