I'm dead inside...help?

it seems to me that you are depressed about your life. just because you seem to have a great life, do you really feel that you do? I’m not saying ask people because they would say that you do. but, you might not feel that you do regardless of what people are telling you. I think you might not have anything that is challenging in life. maybe something about your life is what is causing you to lose interest in the things that you normally would love. do you love your g/f? if not then why are still with her? I’m not saying that you don’t but that could be what is causing this. maybe you just need a change. a break from life. a vacation. something that could help you see a different side of life that you don’t normally see on an everyday basis. I’m not saying to run away from your life and leave everything behind you. I’m just saying maybe you just need a slight change. something new and interesting. not random sex from strangers. just something to break this cycle of normalcy that has invaded your life. try taking up a hobby. that might help. maybe some time alone for just you. quite possibly it could be that you are being suffocated in your life by always being around people all the time. never having time to yourself can sometimes lead to feeling like this.

thanks you guys, I’m starting to feel better already^^

drugs are bad-_- I was honestly hoping for a better answer because well I don’t want to trouble my parents enough as it is, see their parents have been going into the hospital and now both have cancer! so I don’t want to be a burden. and no their death is not what troubles me, its a path in life that we all eventually take…but thanks for the advice anyway.

You need to find what really motivates you. If you want to do greater things in life, then start trying to accomplish them. Find something big that you want to do, and use baby steps in getting it. Volunteer more, give more to charity, etc.

thanks you guys, I’m starting to feel better already^^