I hate food, need some advice, please?

yes, you do have an eating disorder an eating isorder is when you do anything drastic in an attempt to loose weight like not eat or/and constantly exerscise you would have damaged your health quite a bit from doing all this eating disorders can rob you of your health, your fertilty, and even your life so its a good thing youve finally come to your senses and want to stop an eating disorder is nothing to be embarassed or ashamed of the media would have played a great deal in the way you feel about your body after all, we constantly faced with pictures of skinny and underweight girls on everything, magazines, models, in music videos, on tv, in ads, in movies, ect, there on almost everything so its no wonder why so many girls and boys, like you end up thinking there fat and unfortunantly they convince themselves that they are fat, and when they look in the mirror, all they see is fat (fat that most other people would consider as perfectly normal) start by telling your mother if anything she will be glad you told her that way she can offer her advice and support and help you through this from there seeing a doctor and/or nutritionist can help the doctor can calculate your bmi to show you just how noemal or even underweight you are now and the nuritionist can explain how many calores a day you need, why you need to eat that amount, ect good uck and I hope you get the help you need