How can I find out if he raped me?

Sorry for your loss. I don’t know if there is a way unless you are a virgin you could go get a pap done. I think you would have remembered because thats horror most people that got raped live with forever - but I mean if you were uber young you might not have the memory. Anyways I hope the best for you and I hope you find out what you need to know.

I’d simply just ask why you were afraid of him in the past. If your mom won’t tell you then I’d try asking someone who would know. Or like stephanie987 said… possibly if you’re a virgin then a pap test could probably show if you are still a virgin or not.

yea if this happnd to you when you were like 3-5 you mos deff wud remember.. I was watchng this movie and this girl was got raped and the next day she totally ddnt remember what happnd. so there is also a possability that you just shut out that horror in your life when you were younger. I hope all goes well and I helped!

I was probley real young because I havent seen him since I was like 5