I am going insane

Firstly, I respect the fact that you’ve admitted to your bullying problem, as it is terrible the amount of times this has happened (and I an assure you, you really aren’t alone) and whoever is being bullied cannot bring themselves to tell anyone. I agree, that a teacher you can trust is your best solution-or there must be someone else you used to confide in, someone out of school or a sibling? If it is name calling then my best advice is to completely ignore it, as hard as that may be, because bullies only look for a reaction. If it is more serious and physical, then I really think you should confide in someone and see if a stop can be put to it. With your parents, as hard as school life is treating you the best thing you can do is just be there for your mum. Like yourself, she is probably feeling very alone too…and in eachother’s company I think you’ll both overcome your problems quicker. Maybe you can tell her about the bullying; she’d probably appreciate knowing and bring you two closer the fact that you’ve confided in her. Good luck