How to do this?

I have thought a lot about life and come to the conclusion that it matters to me no more. its been broken up and shattered. betrayed by my best friend who was jealous of what I had. I trusted her. I trusted her too much. She was jealous. so jealous. I was a track star with a boyfriend named cole who I love so much. she secretly wanted him and plotted against me. I was and am crushed, smashed into unrecognizable bits of pain and suffering. Are you happy best friend I am nothing and nowhere now and you did it hooray for you. My life is ruined, im depressed because of you. Why werent you happy for me? happy because I was? I thought friends did that before. TRUST NO ONE! I have failed in what meant most to me…my beloved cole… I can’t forget you, I cant stop loving you not until I see my Jesus painly. My whispers will be soft I love yous

Answer #1

From reading this I would say your friend was not your friend. I am 47 yr old female, my best friend of over 40 years has stuck by me even though he knew I was making mistakes in life, he was always there…to fall back on. That my friend is TRUE friendship.

Answer #2

I agree with darling10, your friend was not a true friend. When you get older and people become more mature, you will meet new people that won’t do that to you :) Suicide is not the way to go. Trust me, when I was a teenager I tried to commit suicide. I went to a therapist and I’m really glad I did. You only have one life, don’t take it for granted. If you want to talk Fun mail me ;) Just hang in there.

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