How strange is it that I find killing intersting?

Naah… it’s not really strange. If you were thinking about “committing” murders, etc… yeah, then that would just be stupid, of course. The topic of death has always fascinated mankind since the beginning of time. Things like, “what happens when we die”… or “where do we go when we die… or do we go anywhere?”… and so on. Many, many, many religions are based on those very same ideas.

Many times, having a strong interest in things when your younger will quite often lead you in the direction of what might become your life’s occupation. For example, you may eventually become a funeral director… or get involved with a crime lab attached to a police force… or you might even find archeology or anthropology to be in your future. You could also, perhaps, become a fictional book writer of murder mysteries and other similar literary works. The possibilities are actually endless.

Having an interest in such things doesn’t mean you are crazy. It just means that you have a large curiosity to discover the “why” in various topics… and, that, in itself, is better thought of as a higher sign of intelligence.

Nope I don’t think you are insane. You happen to enjoy gore, killing and scary stuff, but none of these enjoyment categorise you as dangerous freak to society, unless you started pulling legs of spiders and doing harmful, mean stuff to household pets, then you would need to seek urgent professional help ASAP, as you could one day end up hurting a human being.

I love it too! But I love to read real- life murder recounts and often google traumatic killings etc. I guess it is a bit weird, But I just have a thirst for the unknown and unspoken of. You probably do too.

hardly strange. many poeple are inclindes towards intrest in death. it signifies the unknown. but most of the people (like myself) who are interested in it are slightly insane. (nothing bad about that)

btw I also idolise “the joker”

Yes I do. I google killings such as you do all the time. But it’s good to be werid as I see it. :)