how is this poem?

here is a poem I wrote. for a boy. who disrespected me, and hurt me.. tell me what you think.

its been so long that I have seen your face. but its better that way. I’m dizzy and so lost. I don’t understand how you have won once again. how do you do this so well, you’re hurting me can’t you tell. you played me for a fool, and when I thought I had control. You dropped me down and let me know, loves a game here nothings real. your words so well rehearsed. you lied to me that’s not a first. you’d think by now I’d learn your games. but some how I forgot someone like you, could be so vain. I’m sick of wasting my time. Hoping that you’ll change, you will always be the same. You told me we were just friends. you said words that I cannot comprehend. I don’t want to be less then. I just want all or nothin’ now where done. and I cant scream or shout. cause I know where through. yeah I know it’s hard but I’ll get over you, some how.