how dose this sound?

im lost to this worl never to find my way I can cry all I want but nobody would care I no theres a path I just cant find it im stumblin on this road I keep fallin wishin some one would help and lend me a hand love and happyness is an illusion never was it real just a bunch of lies made by liars yearin to belong im lost to this worl with no one to find me I can cry all I want cause nobody would care needing help isn’t the same as gettin it if some body cared mabey I wouldnt be fightin no matter how much I cry theres no one to save me lost to this world never to be found not that any one would care enough to look maby they would but I wouldnt no cause you cant trust no one the more you trust the more trouble your in if I were to cry I dont think that I would ever stop im lost in this worl with no way out the pain and sufferin can ruin the best of days though its not like I have them any when noones here to help and to save you all is bleak and nothin has meanin im lost to this world never to find my way back there is no reson to cry if there is one hate and love mean the same no diffrence at all evrey thing could be interpreted the wrong way mabey thats the mistake I made belivein in people and belivin in my self when evrey tin is a lie and another hardship trustin has only brought on more and more of the tears I caont cry cryin is sign of losin controol of weakness of sufferin people say there is a thing of cryin because theyer happy theyr liars tears are made for pain and anger not the happyness people say fill theyr hearts lost to this world never to find my way out the more I cry the more I hate every where I turn there is critizim and hatred they say love conqures all but I’ve yet to see that happen yet to see the love that evrey one talk so much about its not real thats the only explaination im lost to the worlds never to find my self I cant cry I may be alone but there is no room for weakness if anyone relly cared I coulndt tell the diffrence every one looks so nice and happy aand help ful but there not I’ve yet to find someone who relly cared have u lost and never to be found you dont matter and dose how you feel they want the power and they have the power theres no point in cryin now for it cant change the past and make evrey ting right