How// do I love him?

Theres this guy I know, and we were really close last year, like pretty awesomely good friends. I got to know him a lot and he was so funny and nice and we always finished eachothers sentences and sung this one song together all the time, and I started liking him-a lot. Then this year we got seperated in school and we barely ever see eachother, but when I see him online my heart jumps…I message him and he never answers.

Then one night I was havin a sleepover with my bffls and she was on her FB account and messaged him, asking him who he liked. It got to the point where for some reason (I don’t know what my friend said to him) he said “no offense, but I wouldnt date any of you guys. And he knew I was there. I got really sad.

Then he said he liked the celebs megan fox and kim kardashian, and that made me really mad and sad, because I dont know why but I hate when boys are so shallow and they like those celebrities because their “hot”, it just really makes me angry!!

I thought I was over him, but today is his birthday and I cant stop thinking about him…I dont know what to do anymore..

sorry this was so long

(boy I really hope he doesnt have an account on here, because he would sooo know this is me right now…)