How did this happen im not a cheater?

sorry, first off I have to say I didnt really understand what you were saying. it wasn’t very clear. but from what I got from it, you seem to want to break it off with one person and not the other. the best piece of advice I can offer is to do whatever you need to do to make yourself happy trust me, I have had a lot of experience dating and I’ve had my fair share in breaking up with girls. it is so hard to do.. it brings me to tears every time. (sadly, it actually gets easier the more often you break up with someone). I can totaly understand how you must feel about breaking it off with one of them. im sorry to say that you’re going to have to do it. you obviously cannot date two people without either of them and you being okay with it. if it makes you feel better, I am friends with all my ex’s. at first we stayed away from each other until we were better, but now we are completely okay. do whatever will make you happy. do the right and mature thing. if you do, I promise (as much as it wont seem like it at first) that only good will come out of it.