How come im so horny now ?

well if you really wanna wait till marriage then wait nobody should make you wanna do something you dont. Just because everyone else already had sex doesn’t mean you have to do it. it’s your life and not theirs. And just by waiting your being safe because nowadays theres all these dieseases out there and I wouldn’t want to be a person with one.

just because everyone else is dont so it see I have this boyfriend and we thought we were ready and I went to this thing and now I cant even look at him in that way

Bro,just because your brothers or sisters are doing it doesn’t mean you need to,keep that promise,don’t break it. Your just craving it,you don’t necessarily need sex,sure a blow-job is ok,but sex? Also,don’t have sex with some girls you know that will give it to you,that’s like using them to get yourself off,not right and I’m pretty sure you know that.

Be smart. :)

get a girlfriend, so its not some random chick. but make sure you actually like the girl, and dont just use her …

It doesn’t matter if everyone else is doing it. You should be proud that you’re a virgin. Of course, you’re going to have urges (you’re a teenager), but that doesn’t mean you should act on them. You need to make sure you lose it to someone you really love, someone you’re going to wanna remember.. because once you lose it, you can’t get it back. So be wise with your decisions. :)

I completely respect that youw ant to wait til marriage, dont let others make you feel bad about it. Its not a competition althoguh it does seem like it nowadays. Its obviously something special, look for the right girl that you want to marry and then think of it then. and wanting and needing to have it are different. Of course youw ant it, many people want it, it ddoesnt mean you have to act upon this impulse, save it, and give it to the girl you love and trust me you wont regret it :}

Since everyone around you is getting some you might feel left out and subconsciously it makes you feel bad so you think that you need to have sex so that you don’t feel so bad that both your brothers did it before you even though your the oldest. Try not to think about it try looking for the right girl to marry.