help I am crushed by a boy who broke my heart!!!

What Im wondering is why at your age you think you deserve to feel this agony over a guy that cannot keep a relationship going for at least a few months (that is no time to develop a fulfilling, meaningful relationship!). Forget about him before you get too emotionally attached and he really breaks your heart. Its summertime, and you have YEARS to meet plenty of worthy guys. Get to know them first before you decide hes the one. The biggest, most painful mistake Ive seen my friends go thru since we started dating in high school is getting too serious with someone you dont really know, when you dont even know what you prefer in a companion, and who will change undoubtedly before you are an adult. Think about spending time making long-lasting bonds with friends, and just have fun. They will be there for you no matter what… like when someone really breaks your heart.

5 years later, Kyle is still a jackass. If you’re smart, you’ll stay away! A real charmer but full of shit.

I’m no expert about this sort of thing, but if this guy is really as shady as you’ve described, then he’s not a good guy. Not for you, maybe he won’t go out with you because he’s leading you on an endless stroll and where you’re bound to end up is heartbreakville. But no, don’t blame yourself, Some guys are just jerks. Go find yourself a gentleman who’s in love with you for who you are and you. You might end up breaking a few hearts too.