Have you ever had a hard time talking to someone?

So there was this girl I used to call my mei mei, “little sister” in chinese, and we use to be so close like true siblings.

So what happened was that I got into a relationship with this other girl who was very close friends to my mei mei.

We’ll call that girl G, so G and I were working out cause of school and a slight age difference. She’s 15(soph) and im 17(senior). So I agreed with G to break up. While she told me we were breaking up she also told me that my mei mei told her to stick with me or else G would break my heart. I sort of thought too quickly and didnt think about my mei mei during this time period… I was paying too much attention to G and I didn’t mean to forget to ask her about how she was doing. So I decided to just tell my little mei mei that you shouldn’t advice someone to keep loving someone if they dont want to… my mistake cause she got really mad at me, told me I wasnt her oppa(older brother) anymore and I’ll never be the same, and disappear for a weeks period.

The fact that my mei mei said I changed and I’ll never be the same just killed me… ): I’ve been depressed ever since and I find it almost impossible for me to talk to her again even though I have a chance to anytime.

I’m acting like such an idiot… so have you guys ever had a hard time talking to someone after a “situation”? I just want to hear some stories