Hair coloring

I am a teenager and I dye my hair way too much! well not really anymore but in one year I died my hair about 15 times, highlighted once and bleached another. My hair is back in good condition now… it use to be extremely thick like towels and really curly and wavy…im black and white so it got the shine and softness of whit girl hair and the thickness and all that of ethnicity. It doesnt bother me that its shorter, straighter, and thinner due to the bleach because I needed a change. I cannot find a hair color I am satisfied with. I am very light… I have light/medium skin with like red undertones on my cheeks and stuf.. when I had red hair it looked great but my skin looked pink… I could get dark and have a weird tone in the summer months … I am versatile.. I wanted to be blonde so bad..I feel like if beyonce, christina milian, and all those broads can do it why cant I… even girls way darker than me… im really light… I dont know what shade is right for me..its pissin me right now I just when from an extremely golden tone (which made me look pink as hell) to a medium neutral blonde… it looks ok but its not light enough…it was called chiffon…I keep my eyebrows dark cause blonde eyebrows are ewww on people who arent really white white… it loooks albino…my eyes change from a light honey brown to hazel to regular light brown..right now they just look really brown.. I dotn want brown hair! black is too dark for my light pinky skin… HELP!

p.s. what I really want is to look like lauren conrad… with the brown brows and the kinda dirty blonde lowlights thing… just a little deeper shade for me and my skin

I like roots… I dont know why… I want that long blonde wavy hair with the roots comin out but now I color my roots and dont bleach them so I dont knowi only bleached it because it was black

I know so much about dye and other peoples hair but im soo unique I dont know what to do