Ever been played?

You ever felt like there was a moment where you loved the person you loved,and she constantly told you all the suspicions you had of her were false about her and her best friend but then a few days later after a break from the realtionship you find out was true all along?How would you feel?Honestly I’m just heartbroken I feel like I could drop off from the face of the earth and she would still tell me that she loved and cared for me but she will always return to that friend of hers and be jealous of his girlfriend. Like wtf man…I feel played it hurts real deep inside,she was the love of my life now she’s becoming a memory that will scar me for the rest of my life…anybody ever had a relationship like this?Where you have been together with someone for YEARS and that happens to you?How’d you feel?Because from where we stand it might seem different to each other even though we can relate.