Doubts about my boyfriend

Its normal to be attracted to another guy when you’ve been dating someone for a long time- especially someone who isn’t like your boyfriend- you’re probably just curious as to how different it would be. I’m not exactly sure what your main problem is here… as for the gay thing, just because a guy is a virgin doesn’t mean he’s gay, and just because he wants to wait for the right person doesn’t mean he is, either- some guys just see sex as more meaningful. I don’t blame him for not wanting and STD or anything… As for the distance, just make sure that you keep in touch as much as possible, and don’t just call each other or email, write each other an actual letter sometime- its more thoughtful. As far as keeping the romance alive, maybe you could send him a little gift once in a while- maybe burn him a cd of songs that remind you of him and have him send you one, too. When you do see each other, do something really romantic and nice one day, like go out for a nice dinner, and the next just chill together. But if you have to keep telling yourself that you’re lucky to have him and that he’s all you’ve ever wanted, its probably not right. But don’t think that it isn’t right just because you’re thinking about another guy, because thats totally normal.