Does he love me

People I have bad confidence in myself I have this boyfriend I love I just want to test him to see If he loves me or not he is sweet he does understand me he never asked for sex because he knows I will never say ya, but now he left to NY today but we are still in touch he went theri because it’s time for him to work but hopefully he will come back right now I am dead in love with him I need to test him and see if he loves me back the only reason I want to do this is b/c I had this ex the is still sending guys after me to play me b/c I’m easy to hurt and sweet so they love to mess around with me but I’m not sure about my new boyfriend because I started to talk to him but after two days I found out that he is friends with my ex than he new that it was me I told him I was scared he told me you don’t trust me be got pissed he told me if you don’t want to talk anymore it’s up to you I have always thought of you as the sweetest girl but I won’t force you to stay with me I want some one to trust me, that is what he said to me I felt so bad than he asked me out and now we are togather, but still I’m scared anyone know any good things to do to him and see if he us playing me or really loves me so please help me out give me advice like testing him or doing other things. Thx so much for reading I hope you for advice for me