Does anyone else feel the same?

I’m really sorry you are so down on yourself. I think you need some major building of self-respect, self-esteem, and self-confidence. You DO matter. You can build up a better self image by doing something you like. Pick anything you like to do whether it is playing a musical instrument, playing a sport, drawing, painting your nails or telling jokes. Practice it a lot and set little goals to reach along the way. Surround yourself with people you love. You have loved ones because you are worth something and people want to be with you because they enjoy your company. Also, do something to help another person. If you are good at school you can tutor someone younger than you. I used to tutor teenagers with Downs-Syndrome and it was very rewarding and I also made friends with them that way. It was a win-win situation. You can read to a blind person, feed a person (literally) who isn’t able to feed themselves, or help a neighbor with mowing their lawn or picking their weeds. When you help out other people you will feel more “worth something” because you are making a direct difference in their lives. Spend time with nature. Go to a lake, climb a mountain, swim in the ocean. Nature itself is healing. If you don’t find an improvement in yourself after doing all these things, see a therapist if you feel that would be beneficial to you. Never give up. Much love and I send my blessing. Peace :)