Do I have feelings?

Im confused if I have a crush, its been so long I almost forgot, and I’m going on 20! I always want to see her! I actuelly like hugging/cuddling her, and Im not a “touchy-feely” person. Seeing her body makes me blush, and I get nervous. I know I am a Lesbian, I’m not confused on that.

When we kissed, it tingled, and I wasnt really concentrating on: “Should I kiss her again, should we continue? Am I doing what she likes?” But I was just liking how it felt, and I could clearly imagine it minetes after!

I still feel like we are new friends, I think I am beginning to like her. Is it ok, that somethings about her bother me? Like a laugh. Her apperence is not what I usually go for, but I mind myself attracted at times, sometimes not.

~This is usually the case: I feel attracted/liking her at one point in the day, then at another, I do not. Depends on what we are doing. I do not feel much if we are just sitting there watching TV, then if we are holding hands or looking at eachother.

*She wants to be my girlfriend. I would love to be her girlfriend too, and I would have no problem with it. What I am trying to decide before I start to be serious with her, is if that I have true feelings. And I know about lust, and I dont think its that entierly!