Depreesed!

I feel depreesed most of the tims I dont know why it just comes ramdomly or when I miss someone. I feel depressed right now feels like I lost everything I loved. and sometimes I feel like none of my friendss notice me, I feel ignored, and left out at school and alone at home!. none of my friends live close by and one of them left and I just stay home since I cant see anyone and I brokeup with my boyfriend, sometimes ii just wanna die. I talk to my counsuller about whats happening but she ends up tell dilico(fostercare) and they end up coming here. so I might go to foster care which I dont want to. and yeeah…