Do these flashbacks mean I was raped?

Well, um, live with it. Obviously, you don’t mind being with him even with the possibility of having being raped by him. If you’re not saying no to him when you’re sober, would you have said no when you were drunk? Highly unlikely that it was even rape - probably just a really bad sex.

They don’t mean you were raped…is probably just you being paranoid.

My best advice? Don’t drink with people you don’t know well, regardless of how popular they are.

Also, it is very likely that he slipped the “date rape” drug into your drink, and you should be tested for STD’s and pregnancy.

You should NEVER compromise yourself for the sake of being “cool”. The coolest thing is when people have the confidence to say no and do what’s right in spite of what other people are doing. So, basically as it stands now, you can either; 1~go out with this guy. people may think you’re cool for a while, but it will be fleeting at best and from what it sounds like you will be put into bad situations. OR 2~you could realize that you are worth so much more, and that self respect and virtues will last far longer than popularity.

I think it was not a rape, and if you will go to the most popular guy’s room again, this will happen to you again.