Boyfriend...

although I am younger I can relate to this, me and my boyfriend went out for less that you and yours but still he was lovely with me once I told him he needed to care more then he changed back, in the end we went on a break but got back together, the fact is it doesnt seem like you can live with him but you cant live without him, you say your not in love with him I think you mean you like him when he is nice? he shouldnt be acting like that towards you, since you are not in love with him why dont you tell him straight and end it completly, however much you may miss him you said youself it never seems to work out. however the final descision is always your choice :] hope I helped

you defiantly need to tell him hes making you feel this way, and stand up for yourself, us girls get treated as if we don’t know anything and over exagurate our feelings when really were just honest and deserve a lot better! I wouldn’t tell you to break up with him as you’ve been together a long time, but maybe theres too much hate there to be a proper functioning relationship, you need a day out, to the zoo? or the cinema? or maybe even a weekend away. Being together and how you were at the start might remind him of why hes with you and why your with him. You really need to work this out because at 18 your probably planning a future and you can’t waste time, you only live once, you need to work it out or leave it because everyone has there someone, he might be your someone.