Beautiful Wreck - new song

This song is my first back in song writing and it’s called Beautiful Wreck

Half my life it’s been like a bomb battle field always blown when there’s happiness All the arguments I have been put through have made me this way Keeping your eyes on me every waking minute like I’m going to turn on you one day This is not the life I wished to live out every time a birthday passes You promise me that it will get better the next day but it just gets worse Nice to me one day mean to me the next you always treat me like a fuking horse I just want the fuk out!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness I don’t think I will make it much longer if you keep this up…

Hurt me everyday with your endless yelling and threats You say your sorry but get full of rage over a small think and break out again I don’t care if your in my life - just treat me better than you have all these years You always say I have it better but you treat me like sh*t day in and out Threaten me all you want I’m not afraid to stand up for myself Even when you think your bigger than me but your just as small as an ant Which is what you think of me!!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness I don’t think I will make it much longer if you keep this up…

(medium pitched snare solo 14 sec.)

You think I can make it with you in my life (dead wrong) You say I’ll survive just a little longer (dead wrong!) You say I’ll be fine after you’ve hurt me (dead wrong!!) I don’t want to live ANYMORE!!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best (3x) You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness I don’t think I will make it much longer if you keep this up…

Only one person has made me happy and it’s not you That person has loved me more than you’ll ever give me Good-bye forever selfish pri*k!!

song written by maggot4 influenced by Eminem’s Beautiful & Slipknot’s Blister Exists