Bad images and lost reality

if anyone has this problem seek help right away. I did and it help me immensly

well this started when I was about 14 or so and I am now 19. Some times this goes away for a while but then comes back strong. And I do not take any drugs at all! I dont even drink alc or smoke. I cant even watch scary movies becuase im afraid that the images in my head will increase. I am afraid of the number 6 and 13 because of it. I am completly afraid to talk to anyone I no about this or any professional either. I dont know what to do! I am afraid to hurt someone I love and care about. I have had a past that I want to forget. bad experiences like; a lot of friends betraying me, parents drunk and hitting me (though they are really good people), I was an outcast, and tragect memories I want to forget. I don’t know if that has anything to do with this problem or not, but I now have thoughts of suicide and if I had enough guts to commit suicide I would be dead by now. I am lost and confused. this use to be off and on, feelings of lost reality and bad images, but now this is constant. I am having the dazing lose of reality feeling right now! someone please give me advice that will help me definately!!

do you take any drugs? this seems like a problem a friend of mine has he sometimes cant concentrate and totally forgets what has just been said and sometimes he thinks up something and believes I (or someone else) said it…

he took some home brew LSD (it wsnt real LSD just some drug that gave you nearly the same effect) and he started acting like this soon after. if it isnt rugs then is it any type of anti depressants? if so lay off them for a while thgey might be the cause for this whole fiasco. if you could explain when this started to happen or how then we could give you better advice. fun mail me if you dont want to get it public.

hey ! nothing to worry. This often happens when you face lot of failures in your life or if most of the times your advices were not accepted or appriciated. Hang on, listen to soft music, try to do yoga, go for a morning walk and whenever you r very much irritated wid urself simply close your eyes and take a deep breathe for few minutes and thank God for this beautiful day HE has gifted u. What are your hobbies ? or travel to some religious place and if you dont believe in GOD then also no need to woory, I m not forcing you and I m nobody to force u lol well try what I said …

ok, first of all, relax, take a deep breath and think about positive things, like good things, if you are a catholic, just pray and if I can see a doctor about this, go and see one or maybe like a psychologist or something but don’t be afraid… and talk to someone about this,like a friend or someone close to u…this will help you..hope you’ll get better…good luck and have faith…