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Every night, I lay in my bed and cry. I cry for one and only one reason and it’s you. I love you, but you tell me you dont wanna date right now, I say I accept that, that I understand why. ..but really, thats just a stupid lie. I want you badly, but your not ready so I just wait some more, hoping maybe some day, you will be ready for me. I keep living life as if everything is alright, and that I am happy, I try so hard to hold my head up high, but really without you babe, I wanna die, I wanna break down, I just wanna cry. I need you,but you just don’t see that. I do, I really do, out of all the things life has to offer, I want just one thing, you. I want it to be just me and you. I want it to be true…I really do love you.

Why not me, why her? She is only using you. She will kill you inside, and out. She hits you, she makes you cry.. Babe I know you love her, but I dont know why? Deep down inside, beneath all those lies, I am the one that loves you, I am the one would die without you, I am the one that needs you, forever and ever through out all eternity. I am there for you when you’re caught up in those stupid lies, I am here for you all the time. I love you, and I wanna call you mine!

Chances Thoughts of you are always on my mind, People say I was stupid, that I was blind. The thought of you liking me was a dream, Its seems like forever since you’ve liked me. I know I had my chance and I messed up, but baby please just forgive me, for I fessed up. After you asked me and I said no, I just couldn’t forgive myself so. It hurt me a lot after that, I just couldn’t believe all that crap. babe I guess you are right, I had my chance and I didn’t take it that night. I don’t deserve you anymore, I don’t need to hurt you once more. I’m very sorry for what I’ve done, now I’ll just leave you the fun for now, I have those feelings and you have none.

Without you. It hurts me too, being without you. I love you lots and wanna go out with you, but I cannot do it until I see you! We talk all the time, but before I say yes. I wanna think it through, I wanna spend the day with you, then I can say yes I do..I wanna go out with you! It’s hard not being able to see you, but in four months.. I’ll be with you. Everything will be perfect, I’ll have you in my life even more. though it has taken forever. But right now I need you more then ever, I keep holding on to wanting you, I just can’t let go no matter what I do. There’s something about you thats keeps me here. I can’t sleep with having the fear of never having you here. I won’t let it happen in a million years.